tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post2097411700883691138..comments2023-11-05T02:21:55.387-08:00Comments on this is not what i had planned: A lifetimek@laklyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05366772609212990882noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-85872251790724179472008-07-10T18:31:00.000-07:002008-07-10T18:31:00.000-07:00Yup. And like Niobe said, I feel like I've lost a...Yup. And like Niobe said, I feel like I've lost a bit of Bella's and my lifetimes, too. <BR/><BR/>I never found out either. I stupidly went around telling everyone that I loved surprises and this was one of life's greatest.<BR/><BR/>boy, did I get it.Tashhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07376651134993450207noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-15636265154813354522008-07-08T09:32:00.000-07:002008-07-08T09:32:00.000-07:00Maybe even lifetimes. Because it's not just the b...Maybe even lifetime<B><I>s</B></I>. Because it's not just the baby's lifetime that you lose.niobehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10685766216611639434noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-19964280258010397082008-07-05T00:17:00.000-07:002008-07-05T00:17:00.000-07:00Sigh. A whole life time indeed and like you it's t...Sigh. A whole life time indeed and like you it's taken that 10 months to sink in with me. The enormity of it is weighing on me at the moment. <BR/>Forever is a very long time. <BR/>Hugs to you honeyCoggyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07435179051565255934noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-62338250334272567202008-07-04T10:15:00.000-07:002008-07-04T10:15:00.000-07:00Yep. There it is. A lifetime. All I can do too ...Yep. There it is. A lifetime. <BR/><BR/>All I can do too is nod. To pretty much everything you said. <BR/>The girl thing. The guilt thing. The every*thing.<BR/><BR/>I am holding you and Caleb in my thoughts and many many hugs.<BR/><BR/>xoAngelisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07528660707208772279noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-52989682903643381662008-07-03T04:32:00.000-07:002008-07-03T04:32:00.000-07:00a lifetime. exactly. fucking so exactly.a lifetime. exactly. fucking so exactly.charmedgirlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12317107200577724625noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-31057621468439519162008-07-02T18:38:00.000-07:002008-07-02T18:38:00.000-07:00Hi K,I just wanted to let you know that I am still...Hi K,<BR/><BR/>I just wanted to let you know that I am still reading. Often I just don't know what to say other than that I identify with what you say so much. The pain, the guilt...<BR/>There will always be a Caleb and Jordan shaped hole in our lives. They will not be forgotten.<BR/><BR/>Thankyou for sharing. I wish you all the best. <BR/><BR/>SophieSophiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17663682329663202706noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-65667701146999250512008-07-02T17:06:00.000-07:002008-07-02T17:06:00.000-07:00I'm so sorry, K. I'm so sorry.I'm so sorry, K. I'm so sorry.Suehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03812637630030228124noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-22236390732225764172008-07-02T15:04:00.000-07:002008-07-02T15:04:00.000-07:00(((HUGS))) I am listening and thinking about you ...(((HUGS))) I am listening and thinking about you and your family today at this 10 month milestone since Caleb was born.Kathyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04175833982955486083noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-55593079072741059832008-07-02T05:43:00.000-07:002008-07-02T05:43:00.000-07:00WOw, have you been mind reading lately? I think th...WOw, have you been mind reading lately? I think these thoughts often, only I got my girl yet she was taken away. But I always wonder if that's why. I am so sorry you are feeling like this. We will never be whole again, but hopefully, the hurt will diminsh with time. Thinking of you and Caleb and the rest of your family today.CLChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08030787972960755420noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-35985922706180335022008-07-01T19:13:00.000-07:002008-07-01T19:13:00.000-07:00I'm just sitting here nodding, K. To everything. T...I'm just sitting here nodding, K. To everything. To the girl part. To the guilt part. To the lifetime part. I get it, hon, and I am so sorry. 8 months for me today. 10 months for you. A lifetime really. A lifetime.<BR/><BR/>XO.c.https://www.blogger.com/profile/02933776400434137451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-58019093427333273882008-07-01T18:35:00.000-07:002008-07-01T18:35:00.000-07:00Aw K-dog...you will NOT make me cry when I come ba...Aw K-dog...you will NOT make me cry when I come back here to check on you, you hear? <BR/><BR/>Shame on me. Greedy, greedy girl, now look what you've done.<BR/><BR/>I totally identify with those words because all I could think about after first losing JP is how selfish I was for having the very same feelings. A lifetime my friend-a lifetime.a-https://www.blogger.com/profile/10228242752506448324noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-67808917198446829632008-07-01T11:55:00.000-07:002008-07-01T11:55:00.000-07:00*hugs*I heart you, K@lakly. I'm thinking of you an...*hugs*<BR/><BR/>I heart you, K@lakly. I'm thinking of you and Caleb and your new ickle one.Aunt Beckyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12146687582842259611noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-75166283112247265112008-07-01T11:43:00.001-07:002008-07-01T11:43:00.001-07:00A lifetime indeed, K@lakly. A very long lifetime.....A lifetime indeed, K@lakly. A very long lifetime... ... I don't think Caleb was taken away because of your thoughts... what about all those babies born healthy despite being so unwanted and despite the mothers using drugs and smoking? It just does not makes sense.<BR/>Still, I know it does not take the hurt away for you. ((hugs))janishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14326099151319592743noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4335150632431753345.post-75476530298929505552008-07-01T11:43:00.000-07:002008-07-01T11:43:00.000-07:00Yes, exactly, a lifetime.And karma? Can bite me.Yes, exactly, a lifetime.<BR/><BR/>And karma? Can bite me.Juliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09745262857388007041noreply@blogger.com